I feel the weight of too many deaths this time of year.
There are three bad times each year.
Memorial Day weekend (just in memory of... that's enough to **** it all up)
4th of July (body bags instead of BBQ)
and First 8 days of October for multiple reasons (Yacubian, Adams, and the Snipers and the Fatal Call as I've termed it)
During these times, I get drunk, I post whacked out ****. I am sorry for that. But it is what it is and there's no bringing them back.