Don't feel so bad. It took me two times of taking the structural 1 that i should of taken the civil/structures. I finally did this past April and PASSED.
The civil/structures is more manageable than the Struct. 1.
Just remember to keep thinking positive and study differently than you did the time before. Don't make the same mistakes. Look at the sheet and figure out where you need to improve. Someone else said to read the ?ERM and actually read it instead of skimming.